okays. now that i am done with what that's on my mind.
i can carry out my normal blogging.
i am listening to a shuffle of lovely day and tic! toc! by super junior and goodbye days by yui.

lovely day is a very sweet song. especially when many parts of the song is sang by ryeowook.
yes, so what is i love the way ryeowook sings? tell me, who doesnt?
the way he sings is so sweet and so easy to track which part he is singing. so tell me how can not notice the sweetness of the song? by the way, he is goodlooking. XD ,so unrelated.

tic! toc! is super juniors' new song. you can watch it on one of my older post.
see the cheeky little monkeys playing and dancing around. XD

as for goodbye days. you can also watch it on youtube.
maybe i'll upload it to my blog later.
it's a pretty nice song. i am lying. =))

whatever happens, i am still going for choir.
and i will work hard for syf.
even if i cry a millionth time, i'll never give up.
well, that is if he decided to not sing jang-er and make us learn two new songs.
yes. so what if i wanted to quit on wednesday?
as long as he still wants us to sing that few songs that we have been practising.
i dont mind staying on. i dont.
and so what if i cry on both practises -wednesday and saturday.
so what? it's just the way i communicate.
and yes. i were sick yesterday. i am not lying. so you better believe me.
i nearly fainted on my way to school.
but so what? i manage to pull through.
though i remained unconscious after i reached home until today morning.
so what? i still live to everyday and go through everything.
it doesnt mean i am sick. therefore i dont go to school.
if that's the case, i wont be in school yesterday, today. and perhaps tomorrow?
i want to go for body check up. but i dont have the time. really.
i have not even start on my coursework for dnt.
i am supposed to hand in a 22page coursework on monday.
and that is the first few portion of the coursework only. rarrs.
whatever it is. i am trying to appreciate as many things as i can now.
just before i say goodbye to the world. =))))

and i've made a new friend. i dont know if she good or not actually. she just follows me around.
she holds my hand when i am just a few steps from my house. sweet.
she knows i cant do it when im in school. =))
she is a sweet little girl though she never shows her face to me.
and she told me to prepare for the worst. as though she knew what was going to happen.
and yes. she knows. i dont know why man.
and she made me appreciate things more. she told me not to regret when i leave the world.
she said the time is about to come. so i said, yes. i promise you that i'll learn to appreciate all the things i have now. and forget the hatred. forgive the unforgiven. learn to love people more.

and yes. when i leave the world with her, i want to give all my things to my sister.
hahas. getting secondhand things from me again. i hope you dont mind. =)

as for the little girl. i like you. stay by my side. be my friend. one that i can confide in till we are gone together.

is she my imaginary friend? or something i am beginning to see again? i dont know.
but i trust her. she dont lie. at least i dont thing so. and she doesnt tell things about me to others. -somehow, she seem to be only able to communicate with me. dont ask me why. cause i dont know. =)

anyways, heal the world. make it a better place.

thank you my friends.
thank you my family.
thank you little girl.
thank you ...